Tuesday, December 27, 2016

My Attempt


How do I assure you? How do I convince you? I'm not typical, these words I don't just say...

Whatever nice things I do for you, to you, is because I love you.
I am generous with my affections because that's the way that I am.
That's the way I love.

If I had made you feel inferior in any way, I am so sorry.
I cannot look on while my loved ones suffer, so reel me in, don't push me away.
I might not be the biggest help you need but I will definitely lessen your burden.
I love you in the good times.
But I will love you even more in the bad times.

Just don't hurt me...

Yes, I am the more devoted one and that's totally OK with me.
I believe in working things out, I don't question IF we can work out, I just do.
Give me something good, I'll make the best of it
Give me something bad, I'll make it better than best.
I don't run away just because things aren't as ideally as we want it to be.

I am here. I am here. I am here
And only if you want me to.

If you want me, I'll never give up on you.
If you want me, I'll take whatever shit that comes our way.
If you want me, I'll go to hell and back for you.
If you want me, I'll do whatever that's within my means to keep you.
Heck, I'll even go beyond my means just to have you.

That is, if you want me.

Now ask yourself, is your trouble permanent?
No Love, it can't rain all the time. Sincerity and effort will help us get to where we wanna be.
So do you want me to be with you in that pursuit?

Your shortcomings, your flaws?
You have them? I can't see them.
I love you, flaws and all.
I don't even care about those bevy of minahs constantly trying to pry your attention away from me.
Because I love Ahmad Fairuss, not that Apai dude persona.
I love the complexity that is you, not just the facade you put up.

I am here. I am here. I am here.
And only if you want me to.

So do you want me...?

=TheUnintended=
28 April 2010