Don't tell me why it happened the way you've been telling it
Because even if you had come to believe it's true
I know it isn't...
It was not an awakening
You don't just realise these kinda things
It was not an enlightenment
You have never known darkness
Was it at the brink of losing everything that you realised her worth?
Was that what you told her?
Did you tell her you wake up one day to realised what you did was a mistake?
That you were a fool? That you should've known better?
I spent so many nights in the heat of your embrace
To know that you don't just wake up realising things
I've gotten lost in your eyes many times
Yet knowing, you know what you're doing
You don't get to play villain and victim at the same time
Not if you're telling me why it happened
Because I know you're just saving skin
I have been inside the crevices of your twisted thoughts
Don't tell me this happened because you finally knew what love is
And I'm not here to tell you your love for her isn't real
Although you denied it many times whenever I wanted to leave and you're trying to make me stay
But if you tell me now that you loved her, I'd believe you
But this didn't happen because you loved her
Or you grew to realised that you loved her
Or it was only right for you to love her
This happened because you've never loved me at all
And you knew that all along...
=TheUnintended=
7 May 2015
